[This is getting to him too much, more than it should. And he knows why, of course. The wounds are still fresh. Not even close to being healed. So the pain of it is still just as intense as when it just happened. And it's not like with the other timelines, where all he has is fragments and his subconscious trying to fill in the blanks. These memories are all complete. Vivid.
And flashing through his head right now.
It has to stop. He wants it - needs it - to stop, he can't handle this right now, not this soon, just stop already
just stop
stop, stop, stop, stop stop-]
S t o p .
[...He hadn't meant to actually say that out loud. Damn it.]
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And flashing through his head right now.
It has to stop. He wants it - needs it - to stop, he can't handle this right now, not this soon, just stop already
just stop
stop, stop, stop, stop stop-]
S t o p .
[...He hadn't meant to actually say that out loud. Damn it.]